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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

uh oh. feelings again

at this point Im just emotionally numb and at the same time TOO emotional yknow it has been two months since things went to shit and one of my dogs died had to be reminded a week after when picking up his ashes in what was really a huge blur of a week of grief im still fucked up from that i briefly got sick w covid after going to paramore i say briefly bc symptoms are practically gone now atp only one has still considered me a friend despite everything i think it's finally just. over and no one wants to admit it one's probably cut me off for good i honestly wouldnt be surprised if he did p sure he's hated me for a while and honestly? maybe i deserve it but also what the fuck i wanna feel hateful I really do but i just dont have it in me i just wanna let myself blackout or smth never wake up yknow ... i dont know what to do anymore. vent
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Alright your Discord avatar and tumblr avatar are locked in a closet for 7 minutes ala 7 Minutes In Heaven. What happens

eddie munson and vash the stampede.... dear god the energy would be nuts if we're talkin kas!eddie??? yall gonna have to hold me back bc IM BOUT TO GET IT eddie 🤝 vash loveable goofballs but hated by society heart of gold dumb of ass and non human??? sometimes??? reblog maybe nothing would happen tbh theyd just end up talking for seven minutes about what? who knows. seven minute therapy session maybe
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Image 1: a tweet by @/RaeOfStarShine "Rae" which says "Autism on TV: I say insulting things to people and when they are upset I argue with their logic instead of apologising. Autism in real life: a friend hasn't spoken to me in a few days so I am analysing everything I have ever said to them in case it was rude and they hate me now".

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#tv characters with autism always seem to carry this unshakeable confidence in themselves #like they've never been truly rejected by people they cared about

#whereas every autistic person i know myself included

#has at some point had to internalise the message 'there is a line at which people will get sick of you.'

#this line is invisible and you don't know which of your natural behaviours push you closer to that line #and which are fine to do and help build relationships

#so you had a childhood of just being constantly surprised when suddenly you find the line

#and it's a bad surprise because now you've lost something or someone you care about and it's your fault #you might not be able to get it back either - you just have to accept that life is like stumbling through a minefield in the dark

#sometimes you'll get to the other end. sometimes you'll lose an arm or a leg. and you have no idea which or when.

#and this means that a lot of us do the logical thing and don't move

#we don't socialise we don't stand out we don't show any sliver of personality in case that's the step that blows us up

#we toe the ground so carefully hoping we'll be able to pick up on the danger before we die from it

#but there'll always be those you don't see coming

#and then you end up lonely and people tell you to make friends you have to be yourself

#being yourself is synonymous with deciding to just start running. you know you *could* in theory do it. #but your body's so aware of the danger it physically won't let you

#so what now?

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literally me rn see idk if. i actually have it but i know im most likely on the spectrum i dont wanna self diagnose tho ive noticed certain similarities but i go through this EXACT thing reblog